I still rmb at the end of year 2007, when i was sec 2, xunhong did the first ce kong fan in rvwushu history, and i was totally jealous =.= ha ha. I mean, ce kong fan is just so cool, you fan without your hands, and i thought it was so impossible. My impression of ce kong fan is that if you do it during competition, you are able to receive a lot of cheers from the audience, which is quite understandable i think. Nevertheless, i started to pia ce kong fan at the end of 2007, used extreme methods like jumping like an idiot onto the soft mattress and almost got my head twisted, or coming to sch extra early to do silly stuffs. I have to say, i gave up soon, but i always have this dream of doing ce kong fan one day.
In the same year, natalie was damn enthusiastic about it too. She practised real hard for it and i could still rmb how much effort she put in. We all thought that she would be the first one to do ce kong fan (monkey ah =.= spolit people's happy situation) and even though xunhong did it earlier than her, she still did not give up. I really admired her determination. Yah, if i never rmb it wrongly, she did one ckf (i was not thr -.-) in 2008 and i rmb pk suaning me abt that.
On 17th Feb 2009, i did my first ever ce kong fan. Not a very good one but nevertheless i managed to land with my feet first. I rmb telling myself to practise and achieve it by the inter-schools in 2009 and to be honest i really wanted to give up half way. However i was motivated to believe that i could do it and not to be a sore loser, even if i m sore x) . I used pk method to train, do 1 hand cartwheel everyday and after like a week or so i could do ckf. I m really not trying to brag or something because i find it really quite nothing-to-brag-about for using 1 year+ to achieve it. (and i wrote this becoz i really have nth to blog about) =.= It is just that i feel kinda weird for achieving ckf. I m not saying that i did not feel very HAPPY :D when i did it. I went crazy hehe, but soon after things just felt not right. Like, what's the purpose for doing ckf after all?
I m kinda sad cause i took like so long to achieve it, and being the 3rd to do it just doesn't really have any impact anymore (?) i do not feel proud of doing it, to me, it is just some fear that i managed to overcome.
However, things will get so different if more people can do it and we shall do it together xD ohohoho. Hope that xunhong can recover from his injuries fast and more people will be motivated and learn it. I seriously think that it is easy now, as long as you are brave enough to try >:] SO Francis Jiale Junwei Wanyan chenxi zihao etc etc etc etc etc, let all train ckf and do ckf. mwahahahahahahahahahah.
For those of you out there who wants to achieve ce kong fan, or any other stunts, i just want to tell u that by focusing on it, you can achieve it naturally, but dun ever be like me and forget the purpose of doing it. hahahehehohohehehaha. (:
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