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Thursday, 04 March 2010
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小小大人物的生活
最近觉得自己是人们生活中的一个小人物， 可能是一个容易被忽略的人，也可能是一个曾经做过什么让人难忘的事的人， 但最后会记住我这个人的人也许不多。
我问过自己为什么会觉得世界上没有一个可以鼓励我的人， 为什么在伤心难过的时候都不知道要找谁来诉苦， 为什么看着手机名册里的名单时会不知道该找谁来谈心，也不知道为什么会有这种奇怪的感受。 不过这种难过， 也许就只有我这种人才会有。
可是， 小人物也有自己的家庭， 也有自己的朋友， 也有自己希望可以完成的事， 自己的梦想和自己爱的人。当我想起这些事的时候， 总觉得心中会有一丝温暖， 仿佛心中再难受都没什么关系。
如果是一个大人物每天还要烦这烦那， 麻烦到要死。想想之后， 还是想当一个可以我行我素的小人物， 可以和朋友一起疯， 可以随心所欲地笑， 可以在心爱，喜欢的人有需要时上前去和他们说一句 “有我在这里。” 可以做这么多事的小人物， 又何必难过呢?
所以， 我要当一个 小小大人物（这首歌也是很好听的哦）！不再为有的没的心中的乱想法去费心， 要活得高兴！
（不好意思语文水平有待提高）
Monday, 01 March 2010
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TONY's 7 reasons to smile ^^
Ok i have not been posting for another month oh my gosh D: but still still... i m having more and more reasons to be happy nowadays ahaha ^^ Happy reason number 1.) Great job for Chingay! :D RvwushuXST did a really good job, we endured the 800m running while doing dragon dance. I totally enjoyed the loud music and the madness atmosphere while we are performing, like for example those small bits of paper flying around over our heads as if it was snowing paper :D oh oh and all those performers and performances, very crowded, got CNY feeling ^^ Although the process was very tiring, but the sense of accompanishment is also very satisfying. (: I guess this is why people work hard for their goals (: 2.) CNY in school! (actually this happened first, but i thought of chingay first, so yah, chingay became number 1) Haha this performance was prepared within 2 weeks!? And our coach even said something like "Are you sure you will not mess it up and show to the others that we are not ready for a performance?", hahah! NO! WE ARE GOOD! so cool lols we had this da tou guy dunno who (SHH!) went to do something interesting and there is Rvwushuxst's first, second and third CKFs in performance! Yay. I can't stop but feel proud (: Ok good points finished, bad points now, even though we did quite a good performance, members of RVwushuXST shall never forget how they were scolded for their poor performance during the preparation =.= but nevertheless, thank you everyone that put in the efforts (: 3.) CIP by RV Service Learning (we are helpers) after CNY in school! ok this is not really very happy because we were late and the wushu performance kind of, not-too-good because of the very-limited space available( and of course some other reasons that i do not want to say here... i guess this is some personal problems hmm...). However at the end of the day i was still very happy to be able to do a bit for the elderly to make their CNY a bit better (: they are dementia patients and their old folks home is near IMH =='' the taxi driver didn't know how to get there ahahaha. I hereby thank all the Rvwushu people for going down with me and what should i say to the RVSL people...? Good job? ahaha nice dance put up by them for the old folks (: I mean think about it, during CNY the RVSL people spent their time for these old folks, that alone should be given an appulse. GREAT JOBS ^^ 4.) Mr Yeo's ROM( registration of marriage) in School on 28th feb :D So basically i went to help out as SC showing support for our beloved Sc teacher IC :D Damn tiring la reached at 8++am and Benson told me change time to 10am. Nice... anyway Mr Yeo looked thinner x: ahaha his wife is a teacher from another school o.O cool man. She looks pretty but like quite wild lols. I think having ROM in school is cool~ (but please don't have the actual wedding in school ==) 5.) PHYSICS TEST IS OVER. I spent 30 minutes over the weekends to revise ==' (too busy with SC stuffs) but amazingly i think i can pass :D 6.) FINALLY, I BOUGHT MITCH ALBOM's NEW BOOK HAVE A LITTLE FAITH, <333 A TRUE STORY. Omg Mitch Albom is one of the few english authors that I totally respect and admire~~ His books includes "tuesdays with morrie" and "The 5 people you meet in heaven" :D not to forget "For one more day" too. I think his books are easy to read and the big big meaning behind those lines are enough to make you touched or inspired easily (: So to those who never read any of his books, go borrow one or go popular and get your copy :D 7.) Ok i forgot this reason =.= after reason 6 then i remembered... HMM OK. I went to ALLAN HO's ( my sec 2 chinese teacher and current CLL teacher) (yes i take CLL) house to bainian with some 2BianTai'07 hehehe even the famous jingyen and philemon went. Like wow haha sort of like a small reunion that brings back some precious memories that are buried deep in my goldfish sized brain. Memories like how this person and that person joked in sec 2... and how we used to each other nicknames that were so funny. Hmm i shall say 2B forever! (': Hmm i guess this is all (: Really misses 4H now and I miss 2B occassionally too, a lot. However i am getting more and more used to life in 5N (joker + mugger class) (a bit like 4H+2B?) heh heh nevertheless, 4H RAWKS my life wooooooots. This is all for now folks ^^
Thursday, 21 January 2010
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New post in year 2010!
It is like 9 months after my last post and i m here to blog again. 9 months is a good long period of time for you to think about things and looking at what i wrote 9 months ago seems pretty, weird? childish? immature? Haa...Can't believe i was so excited about competition last year, too high already i think. (Especially with such a bad outcome)So now, i m a year 5 student, a student counciler and no longer cca leader of Rvwushu. Many things had really happened in the past 9 months , really. Time flies i guess. So i wonder did anyone of you experience such moments before when you sort-of see the "you" in the past and what the "you" did or felt? This feeling is really, emotional.I am currently in a very bad mood because i think i failed to achieve alot of things in the past 9 months and also over some friendship issues. Some things i wanted to change are still the same, or even getting worse. So i wonder, what did i really try to do, or what could i do by myself ?Even though i m having such negative thoughts (and i hope they do not affect you...) I believe i shall STAY STRONG and do what i want and give in my very best. This time it is f-ing serious and I guess this is what happens when you realise time is running short for you. hope my next post is more cheerful yah.
Wednesday, 25 March 2009
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HI
COMPETITION IS COMING and weird things have been happening to me... i slipped and fell and hurt my knee. Recovered and i injured my other knee. After that i injured my shoulder, gosh, what else will happen?
Competition is more or less like the last few years, not say a lot of hope to get medals, but no matter what, seeing competitors taking up the initiative to train is always so good. Even though like will fail like that but still, no one gives up. Me too.
I feel you should relax yourself when doing taolu so that you will have a clearer view of wad to do.
This time, is for gan jue and pro-ness! I will do my best.
*random post, random subjects, heheheheh*
Thursday, 12 March 2009
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=.=
After around 4-5 days of unofficial wushu training in the school hall within the 1 and a half week. I observed so many things in the hall that i want to share with you. (but who is the you? haha)
I saw 1.) Floorball cca practise. Quite special sia, learnt floorball last year in PE lessons, it looks fun lols.
2.) People playing badminton. So many people playing and it causes me to be quite mad. (no space for my training)
3.) People playing tabletennis. This includes TEACHERS. PE teachers. Also some graduated people. (like wow) so interesting watching them play.
4.) UG camp briefing and UG camp preparation. I am not really very good about UG camps but judging from the UG people in my class, it seems FUN and TERRIFYING. lols (hey it starts on friday the 13th). Saw Qiaowei briefing and some younger students preparing for UG camp performance (?), they were learning how to dance from francis from wad i saw, and setting up stuffs on the stage.
5.) Stage is often used for dunno wad purposes.
6.) The year 5 dance were practising from 5pm, for SYF? Most probably. I am amazed by their team spirit and determination. It is like they are so determined and focused on their goal, such that they can effectively practise and produce good results. I am damn amazed and they dance very good too. Hopefully one day i can see this kind of spirit in Rvwushu too. (especially with the "wonderful" record of the guys who came down to train for jiti.) I mean subs should come too, and not give reasons like a sub do not need to train.
What is important should be the process, when everyone works hard and enjoy it together, and without the process, a medal is just some useless and worthless metal. I rather enjoy than to get some metal that can do nothing much.
Speaking of ckf, aka areial cartwheel (heard this from ximin and monkey, cool name from breakdance) i am still quite scared sia x.x not on carpet but on hard ground. My feet damn pain too, used insoles le still pain. Emo lah emo, NO should imo.
imo imo imo imo imo
i need to master ckf sao dao within 20 days!YAH! heheh.
Quite sian nowadays. How about you?
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